I. HAVE. BEEN. STARING. AT. THE. CEILING. FOR. HOURS.

Mom told me to sleep early tonight, n so being a good daughter,

I switched off my laptops and didnt even touch my handphone for hours!

& I swear it was the most boring bloodiest feeling ever!

Okay, no. I'm gonna lie on tt.

But I hate how my eyes couldnt just shut off and sleep!

& my mind keeps thinking, on and on and on and on~ @.@

That's how I gave up and switched back on my laptop.

Hehe!

I'm gonna finish up my ANTM by tonight.

Wee~ Fashiooooon.

One of my interest!

If u were to know me WELL!!! You'll definitely knw how crazy I can be when it comes to make-ups and accessories. Not much on the clothes yet, i guess.

& fyi, i wear all this stuffs on me bcoz i love 'em.

NOT bcoz of impressing others or showing-offs. (Okay bitchessss!)

I think it's just in the blood. Coz most of my cousins are into 'em too kay.

I'm not doing it aloneeee. -.-"

Anyway, I seriously cant stand w girls whose just plain 2-faces.

Mau stepping jek lebih. Cheh.

Blom nmpk ni gangster.

Panas jek telinge ku mendengar kutukan2 itu dr blkg.

Tsk. Tak beralas betol si sy***.

Nasib baik aku bkn org tua. Kecik hati semut tau.

Malas ah nk lyn bitches.

Muka lawa, hati busuk.

Org tak bertamadun. Tak phm sey...

I feel so blessed to have such good friends around.

Alhamdulillah I have revived!

Thanks Miss H for helping.

She truly understands me deeeeeeeeeep2 inside my heart.

& I trust her. That's how simply I can open up to someone. (;

Hehehe.

Oh and i dun know why I always gt frens who are "lelaki keliling pinggang". @.@

Not literally la. Just "popular" among the other gender.

Tsk. Pelik benor.

Haha!

Watever it is, I just loooooove to listen to their interesting stories abt boys.

That's how I gt my infos ya see.

Nt much thru own experience. Hee!

I simply love today.

Spent my whole day w mother.

As I am currently 19years 11months and 20 days old,

mom have been saying about "the right one" these past few days.

Ughhhh.

( I shudn't have told her abt my frens getting engage soon and another fren having a wonderful partner. The syndrome has been spreaaaaaaad! T_T)

JUST when I've plan to focus on my own life.

& there she goes telling me about her gt engaged when she's 21yrs old.

BLABLABLABLA!!!

Oh yeah. One wonderful thing abt my mother, she knew whatever I have done in life.

Like literally! EVERYTHING!

Yes. Including all those sins~

She knw when i had bf and do such....activities.

I swear i nvr told her a thing at all. Im nt like those daughter where ur mom is ur besfren type.

She gt power ah. Ish.

But.... she nvr like damn on me or watever a mother always do.

She just play cool with it. & giving me lil here n there of "sindir".

& she knew how to play w her words to advise me in indirectly.

OH WELL, mother knows best!

I love her to the max. (;

She's awesome lah. Serious2.

Only that she always pressurise me to get the best in studies n "the right one".

Oh my.....

I am trying my best mother.

I am trying to not play w my own feelings, what's more other people's ones.

I'll try my best to transform first n find that man k mommyyyy!

Hee! (;

Love ya! xoxo.