filled w lots of things in mind.

Which makes me go restless.

Haish,

How do I let this feelings out...

Oh my...

Can I like, tell then run and then bury myself deep inside a hole so that no one can ever find me.

& then die in a sadness mode of my pathetic life.

Wowwww.

Where did i gt those ideas from...

Hmmmm.... Possible huh??

Oh well...

There's nothing more I can do...

Maybe I should just ignore it.

Ignore everything.

Ignore the heart, the mind, the feelings.

Even the dreams.

Stupid playful dreams.

Argh!

I dowanna sleep!

Later dream3 and then think3 and then dunno wat to do....

Friend say GO.

I say no.

She keeps pushing,

& I still backing up.

When is the right time....

When???!!!

I might regret it...

& I might stay this way forever....

Bye.

stillnottellingtillsomeonereallydigsitupuntiligiveupandtell..

*dead*